darling

don't believe the truth because the truth hurts

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here i sit in this chair, sweating because of the medication, trying to sum up everything that's happening to me while trying to breathe. the pain in my chest. now, to inhale and exhale is excruciating. it feels like there's needles stuck in your lungs. try breathing with that. the tiredness that overcomes no matter how long i sleep. the mask that i need to wear everywhere i go. i drown under my own hot breath. suffocating.
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let the music fade...